After 5 months of recovery, I’m finally starting to feel a bit normal! It does get better, just takes time and you HAVE to stick with it.

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25 Comments on Finally feeling a hint of normality!

vollywally on Sat, 18th Apr 2009 8:36 pm


congrats man im addicted to codein and trying hard to get off it hell but i got kids man and im gunna do it =

keithjhauber on Sun, 19th Apr 2009 10:02 am


I’m finally tappering down!!!! Should be off by July!!!!!

sawracer on Mon, 20th Apr 2009 12:20 am


eleven days clean with the help of a five day stay in a nasty detox facility. It gets easier but still no picnic. So work helps eh? I am scared to death of returning to work. I got here via the back surgery route but the withdrawal is the same matter which bus you took to get here.

Slyride69 on Wed, 22nd Apr 2009 5:30 pm


Congards man im methadone free for a year next month,it almost killed me took me a year too kick 150mg and im still not the same and dont think i ever will be.

unitkiller15 on Thu, 23rd Apr 2009 10:44 pm


BTW methadone i kw for a fact isnt the greatest to be on , NO real diff from perks and vikes,,,but it do matter on how many vikes and perks u have done,,,but becarful with them meth’s cause i kw thats like being high all day if iam not wrong? peace outy,

unitkiller15 on Fri, 24th Apr 2009 7:13 am


hey man havent posted a comment in a whil,,but just wacthing u on here realy makes me to “REALLY” start to get off these things,
but iam a lil scared to stop cold,,cause then i have to be sick and deal with it and idk if iam ready to just cold stop, but like i said b4 i just do perks and only like 30-40 milgrams a day,,but the money and what i do to get them somtimes is a lil nuts,,,but anyway GL bro stay clean,,,cause u dont wanna be were iam at now,,,, Broke,Sick and “LAZZY”

gottiztwin on Mon, 27th Apr 2009 4:21 pm


Keith
Just wanted to say CONGRATULATIONS ON EVERYTHING! Ive been cross-addicted for years. Never went to any rehab, I always “quit” whatever I was doing by myself the only bad thing, I always replaced it with something else. The upside, I’ve gotten hold of my addiction finally. Vicodin was my blanket for years. You’re handsome w/a great smile & you can make it! I’m so happy for you and Ive never even met you. The one thing Ive found is that no replacement drug ever helped me. But thats me.

Dieverse08 on Tue, 28th Apr 2009 6:44 pm


and $600 a MONTH ?? damm Im in Canada, so dont pay for the doctors visit, and Im not familiar with Suboxon. But my cost for Methadone is $35 a week ( $5) a day. Which I was abl eto claim as a medical expense and get a big chunk back on income taxes, and now my work drug plan covers it.

Dieverse08 on Fri, 1st May 2009 4:21 am


Well you do look better in this video and yes “deerpard” is right, people at 1mg meth still get sick. It will not be seemless, but there is NO RUSH. Just move at your own speed. It does take alot of mental strength….

nathannathan124 on Fri, 1st May 2009 8:01 am


If you think your are at your lowest point go check out The Brickyard: Home of All the Junkies on youtube. Pick yourself up nothing is bad as it seems

keithjhauber on Sat, 2nd May 2009 12:46 am


Wow, thanks man, your message means alot right not. I’m such in the dumps these days…I can’t even make another video…I wern for death…

deerpard on Sun, 3rd May 2009 7:53 am


hey buddy,i pray you can get off the methadone maintenance program eventually. keep in mind the drugs aren’t the problem, they’re only a symptom. i was miserable until i realized the problem was in my head and i began to fix my way of thought. that suboxone is a dirty trick too. you’re gonna have to get a little sick no matter what you’re coming off of. if you want to quit everything, you can! ps, don’t regret the past, guilt is unhealthy unless you do something about it. god bless buddy

nathannathan124 on Wed, 6th May 2009 3:38 pm


I spoke to a friend last week and he told me he was on Suboxone, he stated it was helping him very well. He told me it was costing him $600 per month for his meds and $200 for the office call. He told me he could not afford it anymore. He lives in Ohio; does anyone know where or how he may get his cost lowered? Maybe some other doctor or program? He lives in southern Ohio about 1.5 hour south of Columbus. As for myself, I am 366 days clean. Doing better everyday.

Thanks guys,

Nat

oxyabusekillsdotcom on Wed, 6th May 2009 5:43 pm


Have your math skills returned at all???

oxyabusekillsdotcom on Wed, 6th May 2009 11:03 pm


Has your thinking and personality changed at all through this whole mess? The before kieth, the active user kieth, and the current kieth? How long have you been off of oxy in this video?

robert985 on Sat, 9th May 2009 10:32 am


I hear ya. The problem with meth is it is synthetic and it will takes weeks to leave your system even with the tapering down system. Subetex is the same, it is synthetic and takes ages to get out. Normal opiat withdrawal lasts for 5 days or so and im half way there Anyway Im glad you feel better but rememeber your delaying the inevitable and will have to detox at some point

keithjhauber on Sun, 10th May 2009 11:25 pm


I know man, I wish I researched methadone a bit mroe before getting into it. It’s that fucking demon inside that keeps us searching. I now wish I could turn back time but maybe I’d be worse off too because I didn’t know then what I know now. I guess this is one of those everything happens for a reason bits.

robert985 on Mon, 11th May 2009 7:05 pm


hey bro, i have been enjoying your messages. I have had a habit of 6×80 mil of oxycontin a day so I know what this shot costs. I am confused why youm started meth. You seem like a strong dude and you could have done this cold turkey. I dont care what anyone says it is possible. I stopped 3 days ago and yes i feel like shit but thats the way it works. Methadone is alot harder to stop than opiats. cold turkey has a way of teaching you a lesson but it is hard but its DOABLE.

keithjhauber on Tue, 12th May 2009 4:15 pm


NO no no, thank you! I need to hear from that stuff too. Makes me feel good about what I’m doing with these vids and stuff…great to know I actually made a difference in someones life. Thank you! & God bless!

dirtyboysince82 on Thu, 14th May 2009 10:12 pm


hey man. great job. be glad you didnt do the methadone or suboxone. i took myself off at 145mg and i was at 185mg methadone, but i got off methadone for 3-4 weeks and went on suboxone and it seemed it was harder after i stopped the subox. i just wanted to let you know that your video was a deciding factor in my being clean now. evrybody said no dont dexot like that, but we are stronger than they thought. thanks man.

keithjhauber on Fri, 15th May 2009 12:40 am


Thanks for your comment….good to hear of another out there that’s doing good! God Bless!!!

triciapage1 on Mon, 18th May 2009 11:34 am


Hi Keith, Just started watching your videos – I was on oxy’s for several years – my dr. prescribed them – I am now on methadone and been on it for over a year. Doing great now. Sounds like you are doing great! AWESOME! GOD BLESS!

sugartits12 on Mon, 18th May 2009 4:04 pm


Keep up the great work! Congratulations on the sobriety!

BMXER1987 on Mon, 18th May 2009 9:40 pm


nice videos hope you stay on the straight and narrow, you have done great so far

reball1 on Mon, 18th May 2009 10:53 pm


That regret you speak of will be with you for a loooong time.I was strung out on herion and coke for 4/5 years and been clean for 6 and still kick myself in the ass for it.When I look back on what my life used to be,It makes me sick to my stomach.Anyways good luck and stay strong